Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Come back

It's not a come back if you've never gone away...
you are right, have faith...=)

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

=( ? =) ? =P

You are not the old you i know, I'm still the old me you know. I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday. I counldn't find the beginning that brought us from there to here. I know, things happen to me, and sometimes I don't realize why it happened until much later. But eventually it all makes sense. I don't need how many rulers to measure our distance now. I don't whether you are escaping some questions or i am asking too much. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much. Maybe you are my favorite mistake. I shall never regret the past, never regret something that once made I smile, because at one point I really wanted it. I hope that feeling lasts longer, but it dosn't in fact. I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.
The sun still shines, the sun still sets. I'll close my eyes and make a wish... hoping you'll remember =) I will be prepared whatever happens, but my promise will not change =)


Monday, September 28, 2009

ostrich

How to sleep?

What happen if the person you trust the most says something that he knows you scare and don't want to listen? Feeling lost in these few days, wish there's someone who could give me courage and support. I don't even espect my close friend will pour salt on my wound and make my hurt worse. Why always ask me the same question when I'm trying to escape from telling the truth. When I wanna answer your question, you said it's no point to chat anymore and followed by a 'goodbye'. Who shloud I talk to nex time? I should keep it forever instead. I shouldn't give any opinion or share any things regarding to this sensetive issue.I' not afraid to be alone, cause I know there are stil someones around me. But I'm scare now, cause I know someone will neglet me as what had mentioned before. I don't how to describe my feelings now. I just know if I'm not going to sleep now, tmr I'll get sick for sure. Consequently, i will fail in my exam tmr. Teach me how to sleep tight, especially at this extremely sad night. I cant sign in msn, I'm monologing...I already off my lappy, but i on it back...because i cant sleep!!!!!!!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Saturday, September 19, 2009

DISAPPOINTED

I don't know what to write...1 word...sad

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

Stay Present

Do i focus so much on the past and the future that you lose touch with the beauty of the here and now? I think the answer is YES. I should take several deep breaths and centre your attention on what is happening right now and stop dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. Many of life’s events are not in our
total control, but the way we choose to respond to them always is... I will try to take note of every happy thing happens to me each day. Holding on to anger or emotional pain clouds our thoughts and closes off our heart. Resentment uses up our energy and pulls our focus away from the people who is important to us the most. Therefore,do laugh often. =) Each time we laugh, our body releases natural chemicals that can relieve stress.



生命总有些过客
现在不过多了一个