Cry on my shoulder

An awesome song that I wanna share with those who need cares. I like the lyrics very much!!

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Today i use 10hours to lay on my bed and study. 10hours!!! What a big big improvement. Congratulation, jenwin!! Time passes by so fast yet so slow. 10hours can said to be very long to me since these few days I just spent less than 4 hours in my study. 10hours can be very short to my housemates who spend XX hours in thier studies. He just came back and took his tilam and other stuffs, planning to spend XX days at her house. "I've not enough time to study ald. There are a lot of things to study. Jenwin, you still online ah?", he said. Hei yao chi lei, Diu keng dou you tao ha hei la, dai lou. 'Ei, u look so stress lo, ahaha, I can see all your pimples came out!', his girlfriends said. 'So what?', that is what I want to reply them.

Yesterday I received 2 messanges from my seniors. CL said,'junior, you seem enjoy your life very much.' PX said, 'bro, don't be so pessimistic and appreciate everyday.' Did they contradict each another?

This is how HC described me today: 'You are a personl with both 理性+感性, that's why u are good in both math & arts. U seem happy and talkative in front of ppl and u have many friends around u. But I think u are not as cheerful as u seem to be, u scared of lonely and always searching for true frens that can really listen to ur inner feelings and care for u. U are sensitive although u always like to joke. haha...above are merely my views. =) What u think? Am I get it correctly?'

I knew her since form1. No doubt, she is just like a worm in my stomach. No no no, she wont be happy if I said she is a worm. So, I would say she is an elegant and poised worm. I feed her everyday with my feces. Ehm, 'feces' this word doesn't sound good. I feed her everyday with something which is eliminated from the bowel. She may ask what is 'something' and 'bowel' is too 'biologic' for a student who studies law to fully understand this biologycal term. So, i change it to: I feed her everyday with waste matter eliminated from the part body that absorbs water from the waste before it leaves my anus. uekkkk...

Please stand in my shoes

Could anyone tell me what is the difference between kepo and concern. In my own dictionary, a kepo person only sees a problem, and a concerned person hope the problem can be solved. So, my dear friend, don't say I'm kepo. Never try to use jerk words on me, it doesn't work, because I'm indifferent.=)Never judge someone until you walk a mile in their shoes. By that time, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. hahahaha and they'll be a mile away with barefoot. Cheer~

Emo~

My friend starts emoing again. That kind of feelings suddenly spread to my heart and make me sad too. He always feels negleted, yes, me too. He always build the wall, yes, me too. Last time i used to build the walls up, not to keep people out, but too see who loves me enough to break through them. So sad that I’m expecting the expected things make the unexpected expected as well. I am tired of trying, I am tired over crying, i know i am smiling but inside i am actually dying! May be then people would realise i am just a good actor!Why i make myself feel sad? Stupid right? Well, no doubt, the commonest two elements in this world are Hydrogen and stupidity. Haha. So, how? When I feel neglected, just think of a female salmon who lays 3,000,000 eggs, but nobody can actually remember her on the Mother’s day. Ehm...or by another way is, when you feel negleted, try to pay the food bills, then everyone will notice you...hahaha...But I’m so poor, I can’t afford the bills. Yes, I will be poor always. I wont be wealthy forever if I cant get something that money can’t buy. In our life, no matter how crazy and funny the scenes around you, it is useless without the person you want to laugh with.

Once upon a time, something happened to me,it was the sweetest thing that could ever be. I have been afraid of the dark until you came. You are my light and you protect me from the dark. If you leave me I will be afraid again, so I’m asking you to stay and don’t leave me in the dark. I’ll try not to let you leave if I thought you would. I enjoy the warmth because I had been cold. I appreciate the light because i had been in darkness. By the same token, I experience sadness because I have known happiness. But beh hiao kin la, the more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present. I believe that sadness flies away on the wings of time. I just always notice that how you care about me but i never heard you say sorry to me. We may ask God to forgive us for our evil thoughts and evil temper, but rarely, if ever ask Him to forgive us for our sadness. I’m so sorry that I spoke, sorry I stayed or went, sorry I won or lost, sorry so much was spent. I just don’t understand why friendship is a relationship in which one person is always right and the other is me!

Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. I’m trying to love the people who treat me right, and forget about the ones who don’t. I will believe that nothing happens without a reason. If it wasn’t for the pain I felt yesterday,I would not be the person I am today. So, if you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy, just that it would be worth it. Fate is just like the book that you can’t read the ending before you get there. Fate brings the Future to become the Present and the Present to become the Past, so dont waste the Future, or else it will become the Past. Remember, nothing perfect lasts forever, except in our memories...

My Life is filled with computer

lonely~bye bye

No Matter What

lies~

giving up

I'm not dead

You cant do the math in a thousand ways but you can't erase the fact...
That others come and others go, but you always come back...

I'm not dead, just floating....
I'm not scare, jusr changing...

v r fools...but i dun believe u

I'm moving on alone...T.T

Each one is different, but they're always the same...>.<

Back into the rain~

Don't leave me again, those i care

So true

Life is full of changes

You have been changed...expectable change...explainable change

To be held; To be loved

happiness

For cheewei

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