worth or not

Today I didnt control my mood well. But, every thing was over. I dont need thier explanation any more as I feel disappointed for many times. No everybody is going to know how to appreciate everything you have done for them. You have to figure out by yourself who is worth your kindness. I want to give up now. Just come back from haitouki after chui shui with friends.not easy to gather I think.i plan to sleep by 10pm every night but apparently I am a failure for this.