Come back

It's not a come back if you've never gone away...
you are right, have faith...=)

=( ? =) ? =P

You are not the old you i know, I'm still the old me you know. I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday. I counldn't find the beginning that brought us from there to here. I know, things happen to me, and sometimes I don't realize why it happened until much later. But eventually it all makes sense. I don't need how many rulers to measure our distance now. I don't whether you are escaping some questions or i am asking too much. Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can't because things have changed so much. Maybe you are my favorite mistake. I shall never regret the past, never regret something that once made I smile, because at one point I really wanted it. I hope that feeling lasts longer, but it dosn't in fact. I only regretted never hearing what you really thought of me.
The sun still shines, the sun still sets. I'll close my eyes and make a wish... hoping you'll remember =) I will be prepared whatever happens, but my promise will not change =)

ostrich

How to sleep?

What happen if the person you trust the most says something that he knows you scare and don't want to listen? Feeling lost in these few days, wish there's someone who could give me courage and support. I don't even espect my close friend will pour salt on my wound and make my hurt worse. Why always ask me the same question when I'm trying to escape from telling the truth. When I wanna answer your question, you said it's no point to chat anymore and followed by a 'goodbye'. Who shloud I talk to nex time? I should keep it forever instead. I shouldn't give any opinion or share any things regarding to this sensetive issue.I' not afraid to be alone, cause I know there are stil someones around me. But I'm scare now, cause I know someone will neglet me as what had mentioned before. I don't how to describe my feelings now. I just know if I'm not going to sleep now, tmr I'll get sick for sure. Consequently, i will fail in my exam tmr. Teach me how to sleep tight, especially at this extremely sad night. I cant sign in msn, I'm monologing...I already off my lappy, but i on it back...because i cant sleep!!!!!!!

frineds forever =)

DISAPPOINTED

I don't know what to write...1 word...sad

Stay Present

Do i focus so much on the past and the future that you lose touch with the beauty of the here and now? I think the answer is YES. I should take several deep breaths and centre your attention on what is happening right now and stop dwelling on the past or worrying about the future. Many of life’s events are not in our
total control, but the way we choose to respond to them always is... I will try to take note of every happy thing happens to me each day. Holding on to anger or emotional pain clouds our thoughts and closes off our heart. Resentment uses up our energy and pulls our focus away from the people who is important to us the most. Therefore,do laugh often. =) Each time we laugh, our body releases natural chemicals that can relieve stress.



生命总有些过客
现在不过多了一个

Distractionsss

Someone told me, positive emotions improve health. It's not only make us feel good, research shows that feelings like compassion, joy and love improve mental health and prevent physical illness. It's quite true. I always fall sick not because i drink less water or the weather is hot. It's because something has distracted my mind. Somethings mean sadness, stress or may be a math question or other problems that i cant solve. If i cant get my problems solved faster, it only prolongs my distress.
The longer the time, the more I couldn't discover a fresh way to tackle setbacks and gain new strength.

I'm now learning how to focus inward. Take a few minutes on a regular basis to be
totally still – no activity, no talking, no distractions. In these quiet
moments I can ground myself, recover my energy level and separate other people’s needs from my own. Maybe these current patterns cause me to lose touch with other people and myself as well. Sorry, i need some time...i believe that hapiness can only be found if you can free yourself of all other distractions.

Cheong k

This afternoon I went to Neway with ShiMing, Lily, PooiYee, Ceclia and her bf...
Ehm, different groups will choose different songs...
If go with choon tian them...most of the songs are the lastest songs
If go with cha long them...most of the songs are the girls's song
If go with kean tatt them...most of the songs are the out-dated songs+high key songs
If go with keetzhai them, most of the songs are jay's n leehom's songs
If go with chenni them, most of the songs are sweet songs and duet songs
If go with lily them...all 50% campur campur...lol


合唱：

小酒窝



擦肩而过



They like SHE and fish leong
情歌


The most out-dated song
无情的情书


串烧

All this time

why the counter showed 11k visits in 1 day??? swt...

like this song...don't who is the singer though...

I like ~art

She can draw different things by using 2 hands...That's amazing!!

touched

Touching video...kinda miss home now

I'm scared of loneliness

We take a risk when we open our hearts to others because the truth is, if we open our hearts, we may get hurt. You can’t open your heart and not have some hurt because you’re in a human experience. Even they are your friends you meet in your life and you have many wonderful, deepening, growing, powerful years together, it’s a human experience and those persons will pass over. Making friend takes courage. Sorry, i have none at all...

Even if you know everything changes, what can you do? You cant stop them from changing, you cant stop time from moving. We're only human and the only thing that we can do is just to follow the flow. We know loneliness can strike anyone, anywhere, even in the middle of a crowded C210 classroom...


我们都是害怕寂寞的人

lmao

Sunset

Lately my days are being swiped away from me. It’s almost like they’re being erased when I go to sleep...Sunset as if the days of my past...It is truly beautiful,but just it's on its way of disappearing. Actually, should I cherish the boundless beauty of sunset, needless to lament over the dark chills of the night? Or i should think in another way: evening fasten my wish fulfillment of waiting for a shooting star to come by???

Stay awake at night

What time do you usually go to bed at night? Sleeping late at night has become my habit. Sleep is a precious thing indeed, and no amount of modernization in our society or culture can change its importance in our lives. That’s what I’m trying to bed early and try to get enough sleep from now. Late at night, when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of nonsence things. I really don't know why i cound spend so much time but doing nth until so late at night. Unless ther is someone who stays awake at night and talk to you, accompany you when you feel bored. But, whats the reason for me to sleep late?clueless...Mayb someday, i will meet a person who is really willing to sacrfice the night time and stay up with me at night(not one night stay huh), so that i can sleep soundly and have a sweet dream...(=

The rest of my life

My interest is in the future because I am going to spend the rest of my life there...It is better to be a coward for a minute than dead for the rest of my life...so please don't espect I'll go to anyone's bday...No1 can be excluded from now on...=)

My song (=

'CB'S quiz

Aarrrr.....I've so much to study...I cant finish it by tonite...so tmr will i sleep in the exam hall? Help me!!!

my clothes is not washed by my mum, so can i do the same thing as what that cute guy did in the video?

i am ME ~ jenwin

I am Me. I'm trying to seek someone who has the similar personality as me, but there is no such one, neither mentally nor physically. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine and it wont be shared with other people. I own everything about me, I have a warm family, relatives, friends and a son in tis year sumore. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. I Have my emotions. I have the tools to survive. I own me as well, and therefore, I can engineer me. I do my thing and you do yours. I am not in this world to live up to your expectations, and you are not in this world to live up to mine. You are you and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, then it is beautiful. If not, it can't be helped.

The biggest misconception people have about me is that I'm stupid. It's ok. Seeing something with our own eyes doesn’t prove it’s true or it doesn’t. Everyone has their own perceptions and thoughts. I am Me stil, whether u like it or not. People will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel. I hope that I'm the one who make you feel happy =)

I am Me，once more


wo bu bian~ i wont change =)

Examphobia

My coursemates are working hard towards the coming CVS quiz and hope their efforts will be rewarded. But what am i doing now? I cant believe that i'm sitting beside my lappy, keep on facebooking youtubing n blogging the whole day though i'm havin test the day after tmr...The more you study, the more you find out you don't know...sienzzz

Examinations are formidable even to the best prepared, for the greatest fool may ask more than the wisest man can answer.let's us anti exam...evry1 fails it together...