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Today I feel so touched. There are 2 friends suddenly sms and asked me if I'm alright with my studies and call me don't stress myself. Sometimes a quick conversation with someone you care about is just what you need to boost your mood.

Today she told me "If a person wants to be a part of your life they will make an obvious effort to do so. Don’t bother reserving a space in your heart for people who do not make an effort to stay." I also saw this somewhere before. It sounds so true. She has many friends and it's why she can say so. As for those who has not many friends like me, I am the one who try to make an effort to make my friends stay but not the another way round. I failed so many times until I feel extremely tired now. However, doing something and even it is not worthy is at least ten times better than doing nothing.

When I was young many of my decisions influenced by others. At times they changed my inner voice, heart and intuition I strongly believed in. Many years later, i just realize that this was not an ideal way to live, especially when those people whose opinions I cared so much about are no longer a part of my life. And I also found that if I misuse my imagination, it will becomes worries.

3 more papers to go. After that I plan to go back my sweet home. I think I'm not going to Genting or anywhere else after exam. Almost 10 years I have neither been to Genting nor casino. This semester I have never join any group going to anywhere, except for birthday celebration which I hope to escape but I cant. I never go to Kuching with my classmates for this semester and I also plan not to go Bangkok next year anymore. Air-ticket is wasted with reasons. But I still hope I can have a graduation trip.