F day to be memorised

My first F in my life. F is not F**K, but 'Fail' in my quiz. I have no idea what happen to me. How could it be? And I'm the only one who get the title of Mr. F. I've no mood to study now. I didn't do well in my exam just now, will I fail another time? I really miss home now, I feel like crying, nobody knows. It's not easy to suffer alone. How nice if got some one can tell jokes to me and make me happy for this moment. I never know it can happen to me. What an unpleasant experience. Luckily at night, TS crapped with me to release my stress. These few nights I went to his house for studying. If not, I don't think I can study at night when i was alone in my room.